This post is transferred from Facebook notes. Written from a long time ago, sometimes between 2009 to 2010. I think this one is cute to read again. ^^ I was 22 years old when I wrote this, now I am 28 years old. Different bitter sweet in life has occurred in this 6 years. Yet, most of the things below still reflect myself today... So there you go... Pardon about the mixture of English and Indonesian... ^^
Sebenarnya
nggak pengen nulis2... hahaha tapi saking di tag dan ada kewajiban yang ditag
harus ikut nulis juga... makanya jadi aku merasa punya utang kalo nggak nulis.
hahahaha.. here comes the 25 things about me:
1.
Hmm.... Anak tunggal cewek..... (you imagine by urself)
2.
Loyal. Kalo udah jadi temenku, sudah aku anggep sehidup semati sama aku, aku
rela mati demi dia. but, i dont expect the same thing from my friends. i only
expect she/he can understand me inside out without me telling what i feel. huehuehuehue..
mutual respect bro....
3.
Boyish, tomboy, you name it lha.... koleksi rok sampe skr umur 22 tahun and
counting... cuma 2 biji... itupun jarang dipake.
4.
Pertama kali nangis buat seorang cowok adalah saat umur 22 tahun... barusan!!!!
bosok!! He hurt my heart..... >_
5. Cinta
mama..... she's the only person who knows me inside out and she always
compromises to be by my side every time i got into trouble. Mom... Love u very
very muachhhhhh ... (mother complex??? hmm.... let's not think that way!!)
6. I
have strong head... kepala batu... tapi lemah saat menghadapi orang yang
special dihatiku.... grrr... ini tidak boleh terjadi mestinya... I wont let my
heart control my head.....
7.
Always look strong outside, but barely holding inside...... Wo shi ge rong yi
shou shang de nv ren....
8.
Positive thinking.... akibatnya jadi gampang percaya sama orang, selalu mikir
yg indah2, selalu mengharapkan happy ending.... which by the end of the story
in life, it's not always happy ending and i will often find my self crying
alone wishing i could turn back the hands of time....
9. Kalo
sudah termotivasi..... berubah menjadi pasukan tempur dengan semangat 45.
ahahhaha.. apalagi kalo motivasinya maem yang enak.... kyaaaaaaa
lapaaaaarrrr......
10.
Membutuhkan makanan sebagai stimulator kinerja saraf berpikir dan saraf
kreativitas. hahahaha... that's why i was one of the member of Nyam Nyam
Group... yoy.... where r u guys??? missssss u
11.
Highly committed and professional. Untuk urusan kerja... ga peduli berapapun
gaji yang diberikan, ketika aku sudah berkomitmen utk kerja disana maka aku
akan memberikan yang terbaik untuk perusahaan itu. work as hard as possible to
develop my employer, my self and my partner to be better.
(wiikk...
akeh ternyata 25 itu yaaa... nyesel aku....kudu mikir sue lek ngene iki...)
12.
Punctual. Some people may see me as a wierdo because of this since i live in
indonesia where rubber time is a must. but i dont plan to change this habit
since i dont like waiting for others. and that's why i dont want people waiting
for me.
13. Like
to travel. One day, i would like to spend my life like Benjamin Button. Travel
around the world and for what I imagine, i would love very much when
opportunity to help others comes right in front of me. I wouldnt hesitate even
for 1 blink to go to disaster location to help people. I would rather spend my
time rescuing animals from fire in the forest than sitting in the house and
playing with TV remote. and for sure, i dont mind getting darker because of sun
light.
14. Love
simplicity. KISS = Keep It Simple Stupid. Life is hard already. dont make it
even harder with complicated things.
15.
Nggak Rapi. Ehmm... jadi inget omelan mama mengenai kamarku yang kayak kapal
pecah. Aku rapi cuma pada saatnya aja. Contoh: Baju seragam SMA = 80% dari
waktu disekolah, bajunya keluar. sisa 20% rapi dimasukkan kedalam hanya pada
saat: Masuk sekolah, ketemu guru BP dan guru satpam tata tertib sekolah, saat
Razia. wes itu tok rasae.... Contoh lain: (ini berkat seh) masuk ciputra golf
pakaian sehari2 pake celana panjang terserah jeans atau kain yang penting
berwarna gelap, kaos polo berkerah, sepatu kets hahaha.. senang!! tapi begitu
keluar presentasi ke Manager Bank Mandiri, langsung berubah menjadi executive
muda lengkap dengan kemeja, blazer, rok/celana kain hitam, sepatu vantofel
(bener nggak seh tulisannya?). hahahahaha.....
16.
Care. Waaah.. jadi inget Chia Anet Ratna Erich nih.... piye kabar e? I care for
my surroundings. I care for my friends, my family, my comrades, and my
soulmate(s??). that's why i expect the same from them.
17.
Susah bangun pagi. Kao kuliah jadi inget kelas nya Mr. Ricky yang super duper
pagi.... Huaaaa Ngantuk. Tapi begitu masuk kerja.... yaaaah....terpaksa dech
bangun pagi Senin-Sabtu... demi sesuap nasi. Sampe sempet nyari kerjaan yang
operates malem....tapi yang didapat adalah pekerjaan satpam. kyaaaa.....
18.
Menurut teman2ku dari direktorat seni.... aku ini urat seni nya PUTUS. Nggak
punya otak kanan sama sekali. sampe pernah dibilang aku dilahirkan mengalami
kelainan karena otak kanan tidak berfungsi... kurjar kok!! Well, nobody's
perfect i guess. Up until now, I have been surviving by utilizing my friends
who have better taste in art. Peace...^^
19.
Enjoy music as the beautiful part of life especially when it comes to high
Quality of Soul, RnB, Pop and Jazz. (when i say high quality, that directs more
to Father Al Green, Stevie Wonder, Beyonce Knowles, Alicia Keys, Celine Dion,
Whitney Houston, Norah Jones, etc... you can find lots of great musicians. but
it's easier for you to find the lame one >_
20.
Enjoy movies as the other untold stories of life especially when it comes to
high Quality of actions and high high quality of acting standard (When i say
high that means OSCAR level or Heath Ledger level as Joker in Batman TDK. For
high quality Action Movies, let's see.... hmm... i refer to Die Hard 4, it's
awesome!!)
21.
Enjoy books as the part of other people's brain especially when it comes to
"thinking novels" and motivation books
22. Koleksi
tiket nonton bioskop. Dont know when it began, dont know the purpose of doing
so. Just collecting it. That's all. (i realized that not all the things in the
world need any specific reason to happen, rite?)
(hmm...
last three... difficult final three)
23.
Expressive. I express what i feel. but tend not to directly mention it by
words. I will express my self when i feel disappointed. But i tend to keep
silent about why i am disappointed. I would like people to guess where they did
wrong themselves. However, I often see in life not that many people are
sensitive enough to feel or to realize they are doing something to disappoint
people. So I often end up adding my disappointment.
24. Love
the rain. Love to spend hours sitting in front of the house too see and listen
to the rain pouring down from the sky. Love to sit in front of my current
office in Ciputra Golf to see and listen to the rain pouring down at the
swimming pool. Love the rain, but hate the flood after it, especially when the
office hour is finished and it is the time for me to go home and i am stuck in
the office because of the flood.... grrr... but love the rain anyway.
25. I
would really love to see the one I love every single morning by my side when I
open my eyes. Would love to spend hours in the kitchen (which I am totally bad
with) to prepare his breakfast, lunch and dinner. Would love to untie his shoes
when he gets home from his work. Wouldnt mind to shave my legs so I would be
his perfect "Lady in Red". Would love to kiss him goodnight every
single night before he goes to bed. Would like to whisper "I love
you" every single morning before he goes to work. Would like to have a
little disagreement on what color should we paint the ceiling wall. Would like
to have some cute jealousy when we meet someone from the past. And above all, I
would really love to spend each and every afternoon with him, sitting side by
side, watching over the children and probably the grandchildren under the
sunset behind our lovely home until the end of time.
Repost from Facebook on May 25th, 2015
"You wont be able to read me only from these 25 things, but you get the big picture. Other smaller pictures, you have to peel me layer by layer... :)" ~ CG
